当你看见我一个人在向前走时，
请别问我寂寞或者是孤单不，
请让我一个人，走下去..
让我一个人，再继续走多几回吧，
我根本不晓得，再兜多久，
我才会累，才肯休息。
尽管现在，
经过的荆棘换来满身的伤，
可是我还是坚持，
我不需要别人的帮助。
我已经习惯了，
我习惯了一个人去迎战，
我习惯了一个人去作战，
只要是战斗，我都会奋斗解决。
我已经习惯了，
我习惯了受伤后的自己，
拖着满身是伤的身躯，
躲在一旁，自行复原，复原后再战斗。
我已经习惯了，累了，
就自己回到自己的世界去，
慢慢地休息，修养，
把应该提升的地方提升，
应该防备的地方防备起来，
但世界并没有因为我而停止转动。
走吧，
此时此刻，
你只是一个路人甲，
别想来问候我了，
我们走的道路是相反的，
你想要去的地方，
是我很久以前就已经去过的了，
你前面还有什么样的危险，
你自己都不晓得，
你还想问我孤单不？
走吧，
等你走过了，闯过了，去过了，
你就懂得，你就会晓得。
笑，
到时候的你，
可能就站在我这个位子，
说着同样的话，想着同样的事情了。
走吧，
放飞你的梦想，去到遥远的尽头，
祝你能超越你的终点线。
转*言语超载不了悲伤..
曾经咬紧牙关撑了好久，如今却忘了那份坚持下去的理由...
问君能有几多愁，恰似一江春水向东流。
好烦，考试烦，友情烦，人生烦，全部烦。
抱歉，再一次华语，没力去想英文了。
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Monday, April 30, 2012
To whom it may CONCERN
Malaysians
do you know the presence of 428?
I should be proud of this event.
All of a sudden,sad case.
Why must they build,
a lynas station in Kuantan,
which is a rich land
'good policy and government'?
Why can't see the abuse of laws,
reality has turned down
in front of everyone's eyes
Ruin everything?
Haven't yet!Wake up!
Congratulation to our dear PM.
You has successful shown us 1 Malaysia.
You edit the version of truth on your own.
Salute towards you again.
Brainless policy surprised us.
Inflication news is indeed wonderful.
Respect you with a disdainful sight.
Nothing to complain..and accept.
Yes,this is a democracy that you advocate.
Dear officers with smart uniform,
look intelligent but nothing left at all,
Wow a nice bribery action you done,
use your power to bully community,
hmm..your salary must be impressive.
Follow the rules,carry out responsibility
and thus wooden award is proudly given for you.
No,we want a fair treatment only.
No,we want "bersih" election only.
No,we want a healthy territory only.
No,we cannot believe neither newspaper nor rumor only.
We believe our eyes.We doesn't want bullshit things happen.
I,myself,as a student,
has done nothing other than praying.
A barray has built strongly in my mind
and I am clear for the fact going on.
Without merciless,our voice can be heard.
Wait and see,all of us have a vote,remember.
One day,world will vanish..
One day,mother earth will cry..
but only one lives and never dies-God!
I love peace and harmony.
I love Malaysia,a place where I grew up.
I look forward
to hear a change for Malaysia soon
and thank you.
Sincerely,
From whom it may CONCERN,Jia Er.
It is so comfortable to spit some saliva here. =]
do you know the presence of 428?
I should be proud of this event.
All of a sudden,sad case.
Why must they build,
a lynas station in Kuantan,
which is a rich land
'good policy and government'?
Why can't see the abuse of laws,
reality has turned down
in front of everyone's eyes
Ruin everything?
Haven't yet!Wake up!
Congratulation to our dear PM.
You has successful shown us 1 Malaysia.
You edit the version of truth on your own.
Salute towards you again.
Brainless policy surprised us.
Inflication news is indeed wonderful.
Respect you with a disdainful sight.
Nothing to complain..and accept.
Yes,this is a democracy that you advocate.
Dear officers with smart uniform,
look intelligent but nothing left at all,
Wow a nice bribery action you done,
use your power to bully community,
hmm..your salary must be impressive.
Follow the rules,carry out responsibility
and thus wooden award is proudly given for you.
No,we want a fair treatment only.
No,we want "bersih" election only.
No,we want a healthy territory only.
No,we cannot believe neither newspaper nor rumor only.
We believe our eyes.We doesn't want bullshit things happen.
I,myself,as a student,
has done nothing other than praying.
A barray has built strongly in my mind
and I am clear for the fact going on.
Without merciless,our voice can be heard.
Wait and see,all of us have a vote,remember.
One day,world will vanish..
One day,mother earth will cry..
but only one lives and never dies-God!
I love peace and harmony.
I love Malaysia,a place where I grew up.
I look forward
to hear a change for Malaysia soon
and thank you.
Sincerely,
From whom it may CONCERN,Jia Er.
It is so comfortable to spit some saliva here. =]
Saturday, April 21, 2012
A Question of Rights
Whose right is it,I ask you
to tell you I am wrong to ask;
not to pleased with intonation
make sure I can bear with it?
First time,cry because of school stuff.
Traps me in a dilemma..
Really SORRY.
First time,become bad student
in front of your eyes..
Really UNWITTING.
I dislike your prejudice!
too over made people suffered.
Words come from mouth
is like knife stabbing on my heart.
A scary day.
It almost beats me down but never die.
I will no longer feel
your presence or absence.
And in time,
as the reel winds faster,
I shall not feel myself
escaping from your sights.
Alright..it is not a big deal.
I will make a self-reflection later.
I am right once before,right until wrong deadly.
to tell you I am wrong to ask;
not to pleased with intonation
make sure I can bear with it?
First time,cry because of school stuff.
Traps me in a dilemma..
Really SORRY.
First time,become bad student
in front of your eyes..
Really UNWITTING.
I dislike your prejudice!
too over made people suffered.
Words come from mouth
is like knife stabbing on my heart.
A scary day.
It almost beats me down but never die.
I will no longer feel
your presence or absence.
And in time,
as the reel winds faster,
I shall not feel myself
escaping from your sights.
Alright..it is not a big deal.
I will make a self-reflection later.
I am right once before,right until wrong deadly.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Sin
We scour the horizon in search of nothing in particular,
though we know it is sometimes better to look inward.
But the eyes of the needy are usually cloudy,
and their minds wanting.
We purse our lips,
our eyebrows furrow,
we run our palms over our heads
and sigh intricate sighs.
We have all learned to say in our hearts,
"Tomorrow will be better,"
But we've been saying that for lifetimes.
So,for heaven's sake.
think of the future.God!
We were not born to dabble
in politics,meddle in
other people's business.
The day will come
when love and justice
become a burden,
heaven a meaningless idea
unless we make it real,
unless we rise above ourselves,
stand up in every capital
of the world,incarnate
every tenet of our faith,
exalt our fellow men...
Lost child...
you were innocent!
Sin of reality tears down ones' mask!
though we know it is sometimes better to look inward.
But the eyes of the needy are usually cloudy,
and their minds wanting.
We purse our lips,
our eyebrows furrow,
we run our palms over our heads
and sigh intricate sighs.
We have all learned to say in our hearts,
"Tomorrow will be better,"
But we've been saying that for lifetimes.
So,for heaven's sake.
think of the future.God!
We were not born to dabble
in politics,meddle in
other people's business.
The day will come
when love and justice
become a burden,
heaven a meaningless idea
unless we make it real,
unless we rise above ourselves,
stand up in every capital
of the world,incarnate
every tenet of our faith,
exalt our fellow men...
Lost child...
you were innocent!
Sin of reality tears down ones' mask!
Thursday, March 22, 2012
吾|全中华
这股打华语的动力，在脑海里盘旋了很久很久...
却一直都没落实。最后，因为全中华，我打了。
全国中学华文学会生活营
成了我一生中非常刻苦、难忘的回忆。
也是最不舍..最疯狂的经历。
起初抱着想玩玩的心态，
心里想：“还不是要认识朋友的..普通而已吧?”
就报名了全中华6。
到达前，心里是五味瓶似的滋味。
担心、忧郁、期待.....
幸好，还是顺利地到达了吉隆坡双溪威华小。
全中华6，
一六啊!!!
我是打不死的蚂蚁成员之一。
我们的组，虽不是最棒的。
可是我们的辅导员，尚稳和诗韵，
让我觉得我们在一起时是一家人。
那份凝聚力，相知相惜。
玩游戏，一起闯关，我们见证了团结。
缘分真的很奇妙。
我的主人是枫馨，宠物是让我感到惊讶的小牛-敬铨。哈哈
谢谢大家!
到现在，我还是会记得那些年我们一起跳的舞，
一起表演的节目，一起呐喊、疯狂的口号，
和你们 手牵手，不管多累、多幸苦，一起走到。
农场丰收节后的分享会，想必大家都想强忍着那泪水，
可是一字一句的真心话，听进了耳里，甚至是内心处，
试着仰望着脸黑悠悠的天空，烛光温暖了大家的心窝，
如果我们是向日葵，即使在黑暗中，也不会感到恐惧，
只因为执委们的付出，把我们从那青涩又害羞的种子，
培育出那已长出幼苗，扎了跟的小树苗，继续灌溉着，
直到我们已都不需要依赖，可以凭着自己努力地生存。
不普通的稻草人，有了真正稻草人的感触。
郑老先生，看到自己农场的动物长大了，心里欣慰。
猫头鹰姐姐，看着大家尽情享受，心里满是感动。
牧童们，对动物，教导与关心，到最后只有不舍。
牛仔们，忙碌的身躯，看着农场的每件事物，觉得自己的付出和成果，是值得的。
花痴们，用心的教导，热情的载歌载舞，融合了大家的心，一起走到那向往目标。
而动物们，都看见明白了，心存感动，流下了剔透的泪，感受到大家是有感情的。
也因为全中华，我领悟了许多人生道理。
知道了华人的族魂、令人敬佩的林连玉，
还有好多好多为华教鞠躬精粹的先贤们，
给予你们一个最崇高的敬意。
希望未来的国家栋梁会是华人。
希望炎黄子孙能说自己的母语。
希望华教、华人得到公平的待遇。
真的希望会有那么一天，大家加油!
作为华裔学生，别放弃报考华文，传承下去!
作为华文学会的一分子，努力把它发扬光大!
从此之后，我知道向日葵告诉我：
“只要面对着阳光努力向上，日子就会变得单纯而美好。”
现在，我期望着我的信箱出现一张CD，
能把那四天三夜的瞬间，变成永恒的纪念。
没有人会喜欢离别。但，这是冥冥中早已注定的了。
我们有缘再见!:D
我爱全中华!六~~~耶!
我依稀记得那熟悉的面孔，热闹的声音。
每个人走进了彼此的生命，希望不只是上了一堂课调头就走。
这段小小的旅途，我们一起走过了，回忆且是美好的，惜缘:)
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Not allowed!
May I beg you from not dropping down from my eyes..
TEARS?
No,it supposed to be not allowed!
Telling myself to accept and let go.
But,sorry,I can't achieve it.
Why should it belongs to me?
Can you please far away from me?
My heart is uncomfortable and not feeling well.
My body is so poor,always fell sick.
Anyway,God bless me,I am still alive.
I am a person like that,
I can't change myself to let everyone like me.
I can't make sure that I won't recall the memories again.
Feel disappointed..really.
Am I the one who just only give you lesson in your life
for almost 10 years times?
May I be the one whom you should remember?I do.
Somebody say if you feel down,
you would cry.
Somebody say if you are sad,
he would lend you shoulders.
Miss you badly:(
Can I be free from "hows and whys"?
Hmm..Murmuring alone.
Raise up head and look at the sky.
Force myself to smile,but tears flow backwards into heart.
I am convincing myself to bear in mind.
I am not allowed to be the loser in my life!:)
Saturday, March 3, 2012
RE-newing
arghhh!!!!!!
let me vent for a while!hahaa
No time no blogging already,feel weird.
I am back now:)
The third month in 2012 soon,March arrived.
My form 4 life started two months already.
Gambate and keep going on,Tan Jia Er.
I really stunned when heard the news.
Wahahaa,so unbelievable the magic of love.
Anyway,I hope you will understand him.
Be more sensible,okay?
Growing up
need courage and also have to forget about the pass
first,keep up your tears and remind yourself
it's okay..just like this..
till the end.
It's a comma for me,a turning point,
but in others' eyes it seems like a fullstop..
how?
Buck up man!Live my lifestyle.
Be good to yourself because lifetime isn't means forever time.
Good blessings to everyone!hahaa lol:P
能够善待不太喜欢的人，并不代表你虚伪，
而意味着你内心成熟到可以容纳这些不喜欢。=]
let me vent for a while!hahaa
No time no blogging already,feel weird.
I am back now:)
The third month in 2012 soon,March arrived.
My form 4 life started two months already.
Gambate and keep going on,Tan Jia Er.
I really stunned when heard the news.
Wahahaa,so unbelievable the magic of love.
Anyway,I hope you will understand him.
Be more sensible,okay?
Growing up
need courage and also have to forget about the pass
first,keep up your tears and remind yourself
it's okay..just like this..
till the end.
It's a comma for me,a turning point,
but in others' eyes it seems like a fullstop..
how?
Buck up man!Live my lifestyle.
Be good to yourself because lifetime isn't means forever time.
Good blessings to everyone!hahaa lol:P
能够善待不太喜欢的人，并不代表你虚伪，
而意味着你内心成熟到可以容纳这些不喜欢。=]
Monday, January 30, 2012
What for if i am blessed..?
Hmm..quite emo ya /.\
Why let me know so many facts in such a sudden?
I can't action fast..
Brother,you are my beloved people.
I am so happy that you can be frank to me.
I am sad too with the incident..
Cry out anything!You might be comfortable..
But,I believe that the incident made you grow..
She wouldn't be the best as everyone knows..
but she is the one whom you should be responsible.
Don't bother too much about others' gossip.
I lend my ears to you every moment..
you're the one I care for
Be brave,okay?
I want to see your happy smile in front of me..=)
My second dear brother,
thanks for your caring..I am very touch.
I will remember anything you say to me lol.
You are a big man already!haha
You are also the one who cheers me up whenever I feel down.
I wish you can find another partner of your life^^
Although we doesn't have ties of blood,
but you guys are indeed very important for me.
Don't envious about our relationship.
What for if I say I am blessed?:D
总有人问你，有对象没?呵呵，没有呢。不可能吧!其实，那是真的，不是没人追，只是没有适合的：不是眼光高，只是没有感觉的。也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，可是那个人却没有，不想随随便便的爱了。因为有一种爱叫“宁缺勿滥”，有一种单身只为等待某人。你懂吗..?
一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。
一个住着快乐、一个住着悲伤。
不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
Please don't leave me alone..
I afraid to be alone..
I scared lonely..
I lacked a sense of security..
Loving you guys..♥♥
treat me like a real sister,okay..? :D
Why let me know so many facts in such a sudden?
I can't action fast..
Brother,you are my beloved people.
I am so happy that you can be frank to me.
I am sad too with the incident..
Cry out anything!You might be comfortable..
But,I believe that the incident made you grow..
She wouldn't be the best as everyone knows..
but she is the one whom you should be responsible.
Don't bother too much about others' gossip.
I lend my ears to you every moment..
you're the one I care for
Be brave,okay?
I want to see your happy smile in front of me..=)
My second dear brother,
thanks for your caring..I am very touch.
I will remember anything you say to me lol.
You are a big man already!haha
You are also the one who cheers me up whenever I feel down.
I wish you can find another partner of your life^^
Although we doesn't have ties of blood,
but you guys are indeed very important for me.
Don't envious about our relationship.
What for if I say I am blessed?:D
总有人问你，有对象没?呵呵，没有呢。不可能吧!其实，那是真的，不是没人追，只是没有适合的：不是眼光高，只是没有感觉的。也许有时想恋爱，想让自己不再寂寞，可是那个人却没有，不想随随便便的爱了。因为有一种爱叫“宁缺勿滥”，有一种单身只为等待某人。你懂吗..?
一个人只有一个心脏，却有两个心房。
一个住着快乐、一个住着悲伤。
不要笑得太大声，不然会吵醒旁边的悲伤。
Please don't leave me alone..
I afraid to be alone..
I scared lonely..
I lacked a sense of security..
Loving you guys..♥♥
treat me like a real sister,okay..? :D
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